A Different Africa

Field Notes from the "My Body My Space Festival" in Mpumalanga, South Africa

This weekend I got to see a different Africa from the one I have been told about and shown my whole life.

I had never been anywhere on the African continent before this trip, so my only knowledge was whatever stereotypical nonsense I've gotten from movies, TV shows, and those ridiculously other-izing fundraiser ads (think Toms). The depiction of African people in such media are typically the same- first off, a generalizing of the entire continent and treating it like one big country (not the 2nd largest continent on the planet with 54 individual nations), secondly, showing nameless black people in dire conditions in want of "saving", and thirdly, if we're lucky enough to be given such a positive angle, a romanticization of an "old" and "traditional" way of life- no technology, no urban centers, no smartphones, just huts, spears and bushes. Ah, the real Africa. 

Well, I come from a developing part of the world that gets stuck in such nonsensical and insulting depictions as well (think naked Brazilian carnaval dancers and living in the rainforest- which by the way, some of us do but no, not all 200 million of us), so I know to distrust such stories. But still, I wasn't sure what I would find in South Africa- not in a metropolitan center like Johannesburg but much less at a public arts festival in the rural and remote town of Machadodorp, Mpumalanga.

The young people of Forgotten Angle Theatre Collaborative... Breath-taking #mybodymyspacefestival

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What I encountered at the My Body My Space Public Arts Festival was a different Africa from the one I had been told about my whole life. Not a backwards Africa, a "stuck in the past" Africa, an Africa in need of saving, an impoverished and helpless Africa, or a violent and war-torn Africa. For a weekend in Machadodorp, I experienced an Africa that was innovative, complex, beautiful, grotesque, reflective, compassionate, hopeful, questioning, and real. Much more real than any of the one-dimensional, over-simplified and generalizing depictions I have seen on TV. Even to say that I saw a different Africa is not doing it quite justice, because what I saw was so deeply South African- South African artists engaging with the history and issues of their particular experience, inviting, provoking and challenging fellow South Africans to do the same. It was truly an awe-inspiring and humbling experience. 

Moving Into Dance Mophatong representing at #mybodymyspacefestival

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The dance companies (which included such well-known and established artists like Gregory Maqoma's Vuyani Dance Theatre, PJ Sabbagha's Forgotten Angle Theatre Collaborative, Moving Into Dance Mophatong, Unmute Dance Company, and Mamela Nyamza) were stunning in their versatility. I was particularly taken by this aspect of the work because of my own eclectic background in Afro-Latin social-traditional dances and Modern/Contemporary concert dance.

Nicho killing it at #mybodymyspacefestival. My camera could barely keep up 💞🎭✨🇿🇦

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I danced with CONTRA-TIEMPO, an Urban Latin Dance Theater in LA, for many years and while I was with them, it felt like we were virtually the only ones  in the country even interested in bridging these dance cultures, besides a few others like the pioneering Urban Bush Women and Ron K Brown dance company. It was (and still is) a struggle to prove that African Diasporic urban and sacred dances are just as contemporary and technically complex as European and classical ballet-derived forms. 

But these South African dancers seemed to be all bi and tri and multilingual. They seamlessly weaved together long extensions and fluid port de bras with syncopated hips and pulsating spines. Their artistic voice was so clearly grounded in their history and traditions as Africans, and made all the more innovative and interesting for it. And none of them did it like the other- each artist interpreted this in their own unique way, whether it was through Afro-futuristic choreography (Moving Into Dance Mophatong), satire dance theater (Mamela Nyamza), site-specific installations (Thulani Chauke), or improvised House fusion (Nicho Aphane).

#mybodymyspacefestival

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In witnessing so much multilingual creativity, I had a moment of feeling nervous about the kind of multi-genre dance I create in my own work, thinking to myself, "perhaps what I do isn't so special after all". Thankfully, this was immediately followed by a profound feeling of relief and affirmation- "nothing is new after all." 

"Ketima" by Vuyani Dance Theatre at #mybodymyspacefestival

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I especially got this feeling while watching the local community groups perform at the end of the first day of the festival. There were several that performed traditional music and dance back-to-back, like gumboot dancing and the bare-chested Ingoma Zulu dance. I hadn't witnessed any of these dances before, yet I felt like I saw so much of my dance training, of me as a Brazilian, of my story and identity in those dances. A step here and there, the rhythms of the bodies, the mechanics of the shoulders- it was all so familiar. Because, of course, it all came from here. Nothing is new.  

#yeeeeeeesssss at #mybodymyspacefestival #blownaway

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Which is to say, it was a fascinating embodiment of South African history and innovation. Most of the performers were young people, and they creatively found ways to bring themselves into the show, by mischievously inserting the Ney Ney into the middle of a solo or wearing adidas flip flops along with their traditional garbs. And because so much of the audience was made up of family and friends of the performers, they brought the house down. All I could do was stand there, poised with my iphone and smiling ear to ear. The joy the children felt when they came forward for their solos and duets was palpable. They were experiencing, perhaps many for the first time, the power of sharing their dance, music, culture, and identity with an audience, the power of performance, and I could visibly see them transform before my very eyes. A shy and hesitant young boy became a fearless lion with the help of a beating drum and a choir of dancers and singers behind him.

South Aftican gumboot dancing by some fierce young men... #blownaway #mybodymyspacefestival

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This is how our traditions are kept alive- this is how they reinvent themselves over and over again and make themselves stay relevant. This is why they are so vital and so much a part of us, why the first thing that gets taken away from us in a repressive society is our dance, our music, our expression. This is why art matters. 

Paper airplanes full of handwritten wishes, closing at #mybodymyspacefestival

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Coming back from Mpumalanga, I feel invigorated, inspired, and yes, exhausted. I shared my own 12-minute solo, "Limbs", choreographed by the incredible NYC-based artist Maria Bauman, at the start of the festival (in a school auditorium with tiled concrete floors) and helped Bobby with his mobile typewriter-bike throughout the searing outdoor venues. Still, despite my sunburn and bruised limbs, I am so grateful. There's nothing quite like sharing and experiencing art, especially from such talented and strong artists like the ones at My Body My Space Festival. All I can say is thank you, thank you, thank you, obrigada, obrigada, obrigada. 

Launching wishes, closing #mybodymyspacefestival

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What Is Possible?

A Wondering About Art, Activism, and Sustainability

I have always felt very uncomfortable calling myself an art activist. Or even an activist at all. 

It's a term that gets thrown around quite a bit in my line of work- the socially engaged arts- and I am certainly not judging those who have claimed it and chosen to label themselves as some sort of art-activist. It just doesn't sit well with me, like a glove that I have tried over and over to try and make fit but always feel just slightly off. 

Sure, at several points in my life I have planned meetings for campaigns, spent late nights drawing up signs and A-boards by hand and graffiti, marched, rallied and demonstrated for causes I felt were important and urgent. But recently, I find myself spending increasingly more time, energy and resources developing myself as an artist. Developing my craft, training in technique, investigating creative processes, attending performances and artistic events, teaching workshops, and connecting with other artists and art educators. To frame all this under the umbrella of activism seems inaccurate, disingenuous, and frankly, maybe even insulting to folks who really do devote their whole lives to community organizing and political activism. 

To be clear, I am not claiming that art isn't political. In my opinion, ALL art is political, in the same way that everything in life is political- every choice we make is charged with politics and even the choice to ignore the politics of our choices ends up reinforcing certain dominant narratives and structures of power. And yes, I see my own art-making as very political. Even as I write this blog post I am in the midst of a choreography residency with Witswatersrand University's Drama For Life program, in which I am setting a new dance theater work on an all-female cast of students that exposes and challenges different forms of patriarchy they have experienced in their lives. So there. 

I am also not claiming that art and activism are on opposite ends of a spectrum, mutually exclusive and unable to overlap in some way. A core belief I hold very dear is that of the artist's responsibility to reflect back the times, to invite, provoke, and challenge people to confront the dissonant parts of themselves and imagine what else is possible. To exercise this is to inherently politicize our bodies, beliefs and practices, and to do it well is to transform people in a profound and irreversible way. 

But lately, I have felt rather consumed by the language and methods surrounding my field. I see peers, work colleagues, and mentors claiming this term, art activist (or dance activist or theater activist), and it makes me wonder... why? Why isn't being an artist enough? Is that a reflection of how limited our understanding of the role of the artist really is in society? Is making performance work about social issues enough to call oneself an activist? What is the measurable impact of art? What can art do that organizing and campaigning and policy work cannot? What contribution can the artist make to on-going social movements that the activist, organizer, politician cannot? What is the relationship between art and activism?

Justice Edwin Cameron (of the South African Constitutional Court) once said that the biggest issue facing people living with HIV in South Africa was not access to treatment, but stigma. Stigma is held deep in our subconscious, informed by long-standing cultural beliefs and everyday happenings that reinforce them. Stigma cannot be fought by science research or expansion of treatment centers or money. Art can fight stigma. Art has the ability to transform people at their most core level. Art allows people to express and examine the most personal parts of themselves, to educate and connect with others, to build understanding and compassion in a way that nothing else can. 

THIS is the power of the arts and the role of the artist. To work in a deeply embodied way, to access that side of us that is usually guarded by intellect, logic and socialization, to penetrate through those barriers and make us feel. Real change happens on the ground, with political demonstrations and policy changes, and it also happens here- in our hearts and bodies. In fact, there cannot be one without the other. Artists need movements to guide and ground our work, as much as movements need artists to create experiences of beauty and discomfort, to help people understand what needs changing and imagine what is possible. This is why I like Martha Gonzalez's term "artivista", it embodies that symbiotic relationship so simply and eloquently. 

Still, I am left wth this pending question of how? How can we develop ourselves as stronger, more effective and proficient artists in a society that underfunds and undervalues the role of art and the artist? I do firmly believe that the key to creating more powerful and moving artistic work is in the real development of rigorous craft, in the commitment to truly being an artist, perhaps even to choose to be an artist over an activist, educator or administrator. But of course, most of us end up having to wear these multiple hats, and not to mention do other totally unrelated jobs, "just to get by", as Talib Kweli put it.

The mainstream and commercial artists get paid better, but since they are only interested in training and performing, they end up reinforcing all kinds of oppressive narratives and power structures through their artistic work. Obviously not all of them (as problematic as Beyoncé's and Kendrick Lamar's most recent projects have been, they have certainly been highly politically charged and made great impact on folks), but most of them. The socially engaged artists, committed to subverting all of that, end up spending an enormous amount of time not training enough (talking, meeting, educating, fundraising) and.... well, end up not being as good. Or as entertaining, strong or moving.

How many times have I gone into a theater, excited and filled with anticipation to see an all-female or all-people-of-color or all-queer production giving voice to some kind of untold and undermined story, only to leave feeling dejected, disappointed, and utterly underwhelmed? Too many times, that's how many. It's infuriating, because that's how that kind of work gets a bad rap, and it's sad because of course those stories need to be told and artists need to be given a chance to grow and mature, but how can that happen if our field is underfunded and undervalued?

In his 2002 documentary, "Pleasure & Pain", Ben Harper was asked if he considered himself an activist. His answer was a very clear and strong "no", claiming that being an activist was a full-time job, and if he did that he would have no time for his music. Maybe, should socially-engaged artists devote more of their time and resources to their actual art? To training, becoming stronger and more proficient performers, getting their work funded and creating a sustainable work model for them to continue making art? Maybe this is how we, as artists, will actually be most effective and impactful in our contribution to the social movements of our time, the beautiful struggle- by really and truly being full-time artists? And if so, what models will allow us to be full-time artists? Is that even possible in this global economy? In short, what is possible?

Process & Product

A Reflection on Johannesburg's Dance Umbrella Festival 2016

I am sitting here in my sweaty, wet dance clothes, having doused myself in Icey Hot and feeling like every muscle in my body is made out of jell-o, and my mind is wandering like mad around ideas of process and product. 

Have you ever stood in first-position plié attempting to vibrate your entire body for 25 minutes straight? And then combined that with intricate and fast torso movements? And then went on to dance vigorously for an additional hour doing sequences with long leg extensions, precarious balances, advanced floor work, and ever-changing spinal undulations? 

Then you have never experienced the sheer joy and pain of Gregory Maqoma's dance class.

Gregory Maqoma... Simply a freak of nature. #NewDanceHero

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This was my third master class I have taken as part of the Dance Umbrella festival, my third day in a row being asked to push the physical limits of my body and commit wholly to full physical expression- so yeah, I'm pretty freakin sore. But my mind is teaming with thoughts, feelings, ideas, and inspiration from these vastly diverse encounters. 

For example, I saw "Terra Chã", an evening-length dance work by a Portuguese-based choreographer, Nelia Pinheiro, two nights ago. And with all due respect, I kind of hated it. Yes, I know the word "hate" is kind of harsh, but #SorryNotSorry, I'm a picky dance viewer. And I have so little tolerance for dance shows that could've expressed what they wanted to express in 10 minutes total time, but insist on dragging out for an entire hour instead. Yes I can appreciate the intense physical investigation, the stamina of the dancers, and the commitment to really develop fully one plain idea... but damn. I just get so bored. The whole time I was watching the show I had Susan Foster's voice playing like a broken record in my head, "every dance is too long, every dance is too long, every dance is too long...". And why must the partnering work be so gendered? Why did 85% of the women's movement consist of being picked up by the male dancers? Why were the two dancers of color playing such auxiliary roles, literally there to just "assist" the other dancers? And what did the melodramatic crushing of the watermelon at the end of the show signify? Why must dance be so cryptic sometimes?

So this particular product, I was clearly not a huge fan of. But the very next day (yesterday), I got the chance to take Nelia Pinheiro's master class, and the two experiences could not have been more opposite. 

Nelia Pinheiro was an inviting and engaging dance teacher, and her movement process consisted almost entirely of improvisation and partner work- training our bodies to truly listen to one another, seeing movement as speaking and expressing, rather than "dancing", breaking our instinct to create aesthetically interesting movement- motivated by external criteria- and encouraging us to initiate our movement from an internal place, emphasizing our skeleton and bones. It was one of the more delicious dance classes I have taken in a long time, and it allowed me to access a new and exciting movement language within myself and to really experience a movement dialogue with each of the different partners I got to dance with. And then, at the end of class, when I found out that day was Nelia's 50th birthday, I damn near lost it- the woman didn't look older than 38 years old! I left wanting to be her when I grew up. 

This morning I woke up excited to take master class again, because I knew Gregory Maqoma was teaching it. My first encounter with his work was at REDCAT Theater in Los Angeles back in 2007, when I was a bright-eyed, green sophmore in college. I don't even remember much about his work, but I remember how it made me feel- alive, ignited, moved, inspired. Getting the chance to connect with him and his company was one of the prospects I was most looking forward to in planning this trip to South Africa. And finally, this morning I got to meet him and take class from him. 

Let's just say the man is a freak of nature. The insanely liquid and articulate quality of his torso, the rich rhythms and grooves he plays with, his long and strong limbs that seem to grow forever in all directions, and his ability to seamless flow in and out, in between and through all these seemingly disparate elements... I fell in love all over again. 

But I also struggled like a fish out of water, because as juicy and rhythmic as Gregory's class was, it was also incredibly technical and required the ability to balance for long periods of time on one leg and to have these long sweeping extensions that I simply lack. As much as I like to think I am a great of a dancer, and as true as that can be/as much as I can shine in some contexts, I really can crash and burn in others. 

There's a curious thing that happens to professional dancers when they take dance class, particularly from teachers or choreographers who they are not used to working with. Either we love it, and it affirms for us our years of training and proves that we truly are doing what we're meant to do in this world, or we feel absolutely inadequate and it makes us question our very careers and like maybe we should consider becoming an accountant after all. 

I experienced both of these extremes in the last 48 hours.

Nelia Pinheiro's "product", the dance show that I felt incredibly critical of and did not enjoy, ended up entailing a "process" that deeply spoke to and resonated with me, whereas Gregory Maqoma's work, which I have been a huge fan of for years and years, actually ended up fitting very strangely in my body and making me feel like a struggling dancer. 

Obviously there's always room to grow and so much to learn from experiences that make us feel crazy at first (sometimes that very feeling is the indicator for the area we need to work on). But as a mover of so many different languages- modern and contemporary dance, Afro-Latin and urban/street dances- I struggle with this search for "where do I fit in?".

What choreographers can I work with, what companies will embrace all aspects of me, what schools and programs will be worth me training at, what kind of process do I want to employ that allows me to draw from all these diverse worlds, what kind of work am I interested in creating and is there anyone out there doing something similar? 

The "jack of all trades, master of none" feeling is definitely one that I am constantly struggling with, and the antidote seems to be more and more that I need to focus on developing my own artistic voice, rather than trying to make myself fit into others'. But at the moment, I am somewhere in between- emerging as a choreographer, and meanwhile, trying to learn as much as I can from elders and mentors.

Learner and creator, mover and thinker, process and product.